Mujhse nahi hoga..

I can't handle anymore guilt. I supported my mom in doing something which ruined my brother's life.

I am soo delicate and negative that nobody can ever have the mind or maturity to handle me.
I was the one who felt jealous, who compared. I don't know, whether I can ever forgive myself.

I still feel love for that person.
Why am I like this? Haven't I hurt everyone enough?
Why can't I just move on??

I don't think I will be able to take anymore abuses coming my way.

I am sorry.


Please God. Help me. Please.

Aaaahhhh. I wish I could hold you once and say sorry. I really really miss my A***D.
Now he is gone and I will never be able to tell how much I love him.