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Saturday, 26 December 2015

Right or Wrong: The need for answers

Was it right on my part to feel jealous or was I wrong, I had no such rights?
Was it right on my part to get angry or was I wrong and said a few things in anger?
Was it right on my part to want a name for a relation or was I wrong? Is it something that I don't deserve?
Was it right on my part to ask for a status change or was I wrong? I am nobody to want or ask such things, there are better options available.
Was it right on my part to know about the past or was I wrong? Was it none of my business?
Was it right on my part to expect so much?  It was just an "online connection". Why did I take it so seriously?

Was it right to restrain me from messaging someone or was it wrong?
Was it right to use all sorts of kasams to stop me from messaging someone or was it wrong?
Was it right to continuously say that you will be cheated, you will just be a timepass and someone will use and throw you or was it wrong to drill such a thought in my head?
Was it right to stop me from running to someone, for the sake of my career?
Was it right to call me characterless? (Now, it is accounted as one of those things that parents have to say to stop the child from taking the wrong path but can it be undone?)

Was it right to keep such a thing hidden from me?
Was it right to just make fun of my emotions, to say one has no mind or maturity to handle someone as DELICATE as me, while I was already fighting with my family and needed some support or was I wrong? I can't expect anything.
Was it right to make fun of me when I said I can't live without someone or was I wrong to have uttered such things in the first place? We are not living in such world, love doesn't last afterall.
Was it right to block and delete me when confronted with something or was I wrong to have expected a reason in the first place?
Was it right to move on so easily, for the sake of happiness or was I wrong to have given too much importance to something as unreal as love?
Was it right to say that I shouldn't judge anyone as I hardly know them, when all along I was just trying my best to understand their way of thinking?
Was it right to say so many things, to eventually make me feel how everyone needs happiness and I being the unhappy negative thing, who is unable to text happy stuff, should just take leave?


Was it right or wrong?

The rooftop... another place, where it all started :)


P.S.- Ummm..I really need to make this blog private. I am not able to do so.
Why the heck I am so dumb when it comes to technology? I guess, I am even otherwise. :P
These are my thoughts, I don't want anyone to read these.

Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year, really hope my wishes reach someone :)

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