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Tuesday, 11 April 2017

Just

To somebody,

You think I have not tried to talk to that person? I have, if one has hatred for me, what am I supposed to do?
The person talks how much he lost on the way. How much did I loose?
The person is a changed being. It will not matter one bit if I keep on thinking about that person to him. For him, he moved on long long ago.
He is not even in a lookout for a one to one relation.

What would you do if somebody you have emotions for, didn't have any "valid" emotion for you?
What would you do if somebody has changed so much that they want a groupie now?
Would you give your love to that person?

Does my love not deserve a better end?

What am I supposed to do?

Am I supposed to live with someone who doesn't value me or should I live by myself, with whatever love I have?

What would you have done?
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  1. Anonymous11 April 2017 at 10:53

    Why are you still hung up? Move on, hate him. People never changes, they are the same always just they get bored of things and they find ways to entertain themselves. He gave you reasons to hate him, not to love. Look around and you'll see the beautiful souls and things around you. It's clear he never loved you and it's only from your side. Love cannot be created, it just happens. Love will find you one day and that will be mutual not just one sided. You can love again. Only two phases of your life are done rest 5 are still there, so live them.

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    1. Misfit doc 11 April 2017 at 13:26

      Yes, I am hung up. I have tried to move on. Get on ahead in life, the thought still comes at times.

      Love, I don't know when and how it will find me.
      When the trust goes, it doesn't come back.

      Hmm... You seem to be a Shakespeare fan. :)


      BTW, you are reading my posts diligently. Do I know you?

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    2. Anonymous11 April 2017 at 15:22

      Is it necessary for you to know who I am?
      Let's be stranger.
      What kind of thoughts you still get? The good ones or bad ones? Does those thoughts make you to fall in love with him or hate him?
      It's your choice now to love or not to.

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    3. Misfit doc 11 April 2017 at 18:04

      I don't think love is a choice.
      Umm..If I would have stopped myself in the beginning and not believed what he said and just put a full stop then n there, then it would have been different.

      But when he said, he loves me, I chose to reciprocate. I loved.
      I don't think that can be reversed.

      Thoughts, I get all sorts of thoughts. The things which I said, the things he said.
      A soft corner for him will be there.

      P.S.- I would like to know who you are but being strangers is fine too. :)

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    4. Anonymous14 April 2017 at 00:45

      I'm someone who stumbled across this blog while searching something over Google. I have read some of your blog posts and quite liked them. It's always interesting to know about other people. So, you are a gay. I'm not gay BTW but I have great respect for all.

      What I have noticed so far is you just write about mistakes, sorrows n losses in life. Don't you have anything good to write other than those? For example, good things nd people happened in your life. Think about the people, places and things. That will make you much happier. :)

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    5. Misfit doc 14 April 2017 at 10:59

      Thanks.

      Ummm..this blog is like a journal to me. I write about the things that go on in my mind. My deepest thoughts.
      I ponder over things and it gives me strength to face the world.

      Happiness. Hmmm...I think it all comes from within, I will write about those things too when my frame of mind is a bit different.
      Right now, this is my way of letting it all out.

      I don't keep anything hidden. It is all out there.:)

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