Of Some Wishes & Desires

I wish to dream again,
I wish to live again,
I wish to laugh again,
I desire to have someone to call my own,

Maybe not in this life but in some other. :)

P.S.- I know, am sensitive and emotional. I dunno it's right to be like this or not but I don't want to give up on something that sets me apart from others. I don't want to loose myself, just to fit in today's world.
Yes, I do get hurt, I do feel things, I do cry.
Does it make me someone who feeds his emotions in others and is not able to look beyond his?

Should I change?

I don't know the answer for that, I will let people judge me on that and if am supposed to change, I guess, I will.

And life goes on :)

 

Goodbye

I bid you goodbye,
I set you free,
I know you never loved me,
I was foolish enough to believe the words.

You will never hear again from me.
I will not be in your life disrespecting you or making you feel that you are not trusted,
I will not make you or either one of us feel shitty, ever.
I will never bother you with my emotions, my worries, my problems.
I will not enquire about your wellbeing, ever.

You both left a mark on me.

I can never be the same again.

I close your chapter now.

Goodbye.

Some other time, some other life :)

I dreamt a dream

Not too long ago, there was a boy: a dreamer, a hopeful, bundle of joy.
What has transpired since then?
Where has that boy gone?

The dream that he had, is shattered now,
The hope that he had, is lost now,
The love that he had, is gone now,

He tried again,
With all his might,
Gave himself,
To a worthy knight,

Now he stands alone,
Not knowing whether he is ever going to feel love again.

His emotions took everything from him,
Is he someone who just picks up fights and tries to make people miserable?
Is he the emotional dramebaaz that nobody requires in their life?
Is he the one responsible for suffering of his near and dear ones?


Come what may, one thing is certain,
The dream that he had, is shattered now,
Nobody can ever bring those back,
He is just left crying in the shack.


P.S.- A miserable poem :P

Wish to be back in this time. I wish to live the dream that I dreamt.

 

 :)